Waterfalls — The Beginning of Hearing

Waterfalls were the first places I remember
feeling something I couldn’t explain.

It was as if something was speaking to me
through the water…
long before I knew how to listen.

Yellowstone Falls

The power of water

At fifteen, standing at Glacier Point in Yosemite, something in me awakened.


But it wasn’t until we drove down into the valley and came out at Tunnel View that the experience truly took hold.

The expanse opened wide before me — and with it, more waterfalls appeared, each with its own presence, its own character.

I remember seeing the falls in the distance, drawn to the way the water dropped and the mist spread outward at its base. I wanted to stop, to step into it, to feel it.

But we kept driving.

How I Listen

We continued driving on to the trailhead to Half Dome, and before long we were walking.

Within a mile or so I heard the thundering sound of another waterfall. Crossing the bridge I could feel its light mist as it came into my view.

That’s when I saw things I never saw before, and a new world opened up to me.

The mist from the falls reached far beyond the water itself. It spread across the trail, and everyone walking forward had to pass through it. There was no avoiding it.

Some people turned away, shielding themselves, trying not to get wet. Others embraced it — laughing, smiling, playing.

I didn’t know how to explain it to myself back then.
But looking back now I could see how this was leading me into something I needed to keep experiencing.

We continued upward, eventually reaching the top and pressing on toward the next falls. The sound of water crashing against the rocks demanded attention. It wasn’t background noise — it was something that called me to stop.

To listen.
To feel.

At each waterfall, both going up and coming back down, we paused. I tried to take photographs, hoping to capture what I was experiencing.

But the camera never could.

What I felt couldn’t be contained in an image.

I kept returning.

This one never leaves me

Beartooth Falls — a place that keeps calling me back

Over the years, I hiked through many places and explored many falls. As my photography improved, I began to understand more about how to capture the motion of water, how to suggest its movement and power.

But even when the image worked…
it still wasn’t the same.

It was never only about the photograph.

It was also about being there.

What began to stand out to me over time was how people experienced these places differently than I did.

I would watch others reactions and it seemed to me like they were not really seeing what I saw.

Or feeling to the depth of what I felt.

That began to stir something deeper in me — a question I didn’t yet have words for.

A search for meaning that I didn’t yet understand.

One winter, I came back to Yosemite Valley during Christmas.

It was nearly empty.

Only a few campers remained in the lone campground that stayed open through the winter.

As night fell, I laid my sleeping bag on a bed of pine boughs.

By morning, there was a light dusting of snow on top of me.

It was quiet in a way I had never experienced there before.

In that stillness, I was aware of the importance of this place.

And from that awareness came these words.

Winter Storm Yosemite Valley

I see the gray gods weary in need of the silence of winter.
And the caress of the wind that blows through them.

They have been too long without quiet meditation
to restore the power of this valley.

They have been profaned in ways unfitting to gods
that watch over sacred river waters from aerie birth,
from the gods throne room, from heaven itself!

They feel the pain of a god’s separateness set above the mundane
and a weariness of wanting to be left alone.

To be cleansed by crystalline snow that cannot come too soon
or stay too long,

For they now cry their tears in my eyes
and thunder their anger throughout the mountains.

So many have come without giving proper salutations
befitting these noble gods.
Without honoring the baptism of these rains
or the holy waters entrusted here.
Without paying homage in this cathedral temple
to what the gods have adorned in love and beauty.

The gods have made such a display so those who come
may behold the majesty of life!

The gods have never wished to be worshiped but rather
simply acknowledged.
Touched with eyes and hearts and souls
not unlike the gods themselves!

Although I have come hereafter for quiet contemplation
I cannot find it amongst the feeling the gods have laid in my mind.

So I make plans to leave in the morning
So the gods may find their peace
and I may find mine.

In that quiet place, something remains.

Many times I would bring friends to Yosemite, hoping they might experience what I did.

Waterfalls became a place I returned to again and again.

Not just to photograph —
but to be still.

They taught me patience in ways I didn’t expect.

Waiting for the light to soften…
for the sun to pass behind a cloud…
for people to move on so the space could be quiet again.

In those moments, I wasn’t just taking pictures.
I was learning how to wait.
How to be present.

And even now, it is still the experience of being there —
more than the image —
that continues to call me back.

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